Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Zanny says..lol:P

In correspondence of my last post..here's another lil something for companions..:)

This is what Zanny had to say,


"Missing all the special moments,Comapanions spent together..The so 'planned' hangouts which always ended up in the totally opposite manner of what we all expected,the 'exam stress' which used to strike at midnight a day before the exams,all our attempts to understand 'componendo dividendo problems' in algebra,Xehra singing weird songs in front of Nihaan,their follow up fights after every single little thing,Sabby's birthday bash at her place,and Maira's birthday that we missed ( i regret that one).The SUPARCO exhibition,all the stress on Sabby,Nihaan and Maira,to top that up melting of that damn thermopole at rush hour and then Maira's loss of temper (LOL)..The memorable 'Lychi' popsickle and ofcourse the movie premiere of 'KHUDA KAY LIYE'..I 'll never forget all those times and i truly hope that despite even though at distance right now our bond always remains the same..(AMEN)"

~~ Companions ~~

Never in my life did I imagine that the group of people I hung out with during the beginning year of my high school would by the end of my school period become an essentiality.A pack which knows me way better then myself,a gang which can tell whts going on in my head just by a mere glance on my face ( and trust me am not one of the most expressive people in this world).Ironic,as it feels to me sometimes,i dont hve tell the rascals anything at all they just work it out themselves..it drives me crazy sometimes but makes be weirdly happy :P
How it all started??
It never really was the 5 of us from the very beginning..when it all started it was just Zanny,Sabby and I..It was grade 6 i believe..at first it was just acknowlegment but later it was like we got unseparable or sumthng..especially sabby and I..it was like we sat together,ate together and never wanted to do anything without the other person..so I would say the first bond I mde was definitely with sabby..Then ofcourse came in zanny..with witty remarks,funny jokes and to exceptional goodness it was impossible for us not to extend our group from a duo to a trio :P
End of seventh grade,I ended up communicating with the brightest kid in our class..As far as I can recall it was because of an English paper,I guess we both had corresponding marks or soemthing,teacher told us to look in each others papers after grading them and handing them back to us to find out where we went wrong as we had made exactly opposite mistakes..
The next thing I remember is realizing how much we had in common..we liked the same books,had pretty much same interests and quite similar prospects of viewing things..I introduced this new discovery of mine to sabby and zanny..and that was it,no biggie,it was just like another person i knew and so did my friends..as I said before mere acknowledgment..I think I'll never forget how I called the Einstein up just the night before our chemistry final because no body else I knew was able to help me with my issue on the chapter "CELL - the fundamental unit " and how Iwas totally scared before calling that when I put the reciever down I was jumping woth relief,yes jumping with relief and not joy..I do that,do you mind?? :P
I think the biggest turn on for me towards people is how they turn to me when I need them..So for me,the einstein was definitely a part of my hang out friends after the way she came around for me..and so the trio was extended to a quad on my wish..I think this was the period during which my Einstein and I bonded..And when I am bonded to a new person I make sure everybody else Iam bonded to also bonds with this person..yea yea I know im persistent..:P lol
During eighth grade Sabby discovered a new creature..aka Chatterbox..:P it may sound mean but its true folks.. has the capablity of talking for hours and can drive you nuts within minutes but is still one of the person really close to my heart...umm that could be because Im like that too :P..anyway,CB was a shoo in too and this how the duo turned into a penta within 3 years..

How the name COMPANIONS got coined in??

  • lol,during our togetherness of 5 long years,never once did we came up with the idea of actually naming our group..it seemed awfully silly and childish..but durng the end of high school the year book commitee told us that we should name ourselves something so that we have a proper recognition for our Yearbook..So sabby,einstein and chatterbox came up with the name "companions"..I think 'twas sabby who gave the main idea but can say anything for sure since I wasnt there myself.:P

    COMPANIONS - how they appear to me...
  • Sabby:This is one person in the world to whom you can talk about everything and anything and never have to worry about it being spilled all over the town..A true Arian as i may say,sabby and i are like a contrasting match..like green and blue..lol!! No offence to any other Companion but sabby and i in my opinion are the most bonded duo.We may have fought over the times but honestly i cant recall a single day or single night when i have slept without working things out with sabby.It has always been like this,we were like two fingers held together during high school and no matter the distance today we still are like that..I truly hope that never changes..'cause sabby is a friend you simply cherish..all your life!! was definitely the fashion consultant in our group..:P and have to say has a very kind and loving heart for all those who play fair to love the extended..:) rockon!!
  • Zanny: one of the most sensible people in this world.You know the type who can put two and two together when needed and extend a helping hand whenever needed.Zanny was the person upon which we could rely 24x7 without worrying about the burden we are putting on..it was kind of harsh sometimes..but never did we hear any complains..Zanny had different subjects as compared to the rest of us..and our schedules varied a lot of times but the weirdo always found enough times for our wacky moods and hunger attacks..oh and was also like a bank lol, anybdy who wanted to borrow any money ran to zanny at top speed..misssh yew fatso..
  • Einstein: (LOL) this ws definitely the brain in our group!! a statue of ettiquttes,class and totally rave flair for all english language affairs..To me,this was the person i could turn to with all sorts of academic problems and then walk away with a total mental peace..I called her 'Freaky perfectionist' sometimes, though not a freak Einstein was a perfectionist.The hand brake to us all of us when our car of wackiness got out of control..one of the things i'll never forget is how my einstein helped me with constructive criticism on my compositions..and ofcourse the time when i was going for that extempore competition..all your back up and support did buck me up alot..Thanks for sticking by me all the time..i just hope you would stay in a little more contact than you do right now..
  • Chatterbox: My ullu!! Sweet,erratic,bubbly and the overemotional freak..The never ending rubbish,catchy phrases,heart stopping recklessness,infective guffawas,contagious childishness,irritating breakdowns,comforting hugs,innocent teary smiles,back breaking hand shocks and ofcourse the damn annoying habit of munching crisps 24x7 are the things i miss the most..Something ill never forget abt CB..i guess wht she said on my birthday last year and i quote.."Ive known this little devil for like 5 years now but i have to say she is one of the most unpredictable things on the planet,'cause sometimes even i cant tell wht going on in her head.." lol, ure a freak CB take it from me..but i still miss you..:)
  • Me: :P Insane is the perfect word i'd say..lol..umm honestly there's not much to say cause i never really made any huge contributions in our group..I was the person who sat back with my legs folded and watched everyone else do the job..and made sure everyone did their job lol (umm guys when ure commenting feel free to disagree with that..:P)

    Hmm its weird indeed,its been a year since we alll departed in our different directions of life.The last time we really met was at our high school convocation.However the first thing that came to my mind when i created my blog was to write my heart out about companions,i know ive written quite some stuff up there but i cant even begin to tell how much still dwells in my heart and that no matter how hard i try i just wont be able to put it all in words..This may be a really feeble attempt to put it all in words but atleast it is something..Lemme know how successful i was you guys..:D am totally waiting..

Monday, May 25, 2009

..am curious myself..

Music,when soft voices die;
Vibrates in the memory;
Odours,when sweet violets sicken,
Live within the sense they quicken.

Rose leaves,when the rose is dead;
Are heaped for the beloved's bed;
And so thy thoughts,when thou art gone,
Love itself shall slumber on.



I found this poem when I was going through some others for my final tomorrow, and I dont really know why but something in it really caught me..So im putting it up here..lemme me know if it makes you want to re-read it too...:)

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Life - surprises or desires??

Its mid May..no am not giving you a time check :P the weather at my end is like damn sweltering and monsooon showers are like the only thing iam waiting for right now..Okay thats a lie :P am waiting for a lot of other things too but they're kinda private so lets leave it there..
Lately life has been getting weird and weird, its like a Cyrus show which refuses to end.If you look at it with that prospect,some of the segments have been off the hook,some terrified me,some were ridiculous and others were confusing and left me questioning..and i mean confusing in a good and bad way..
If after reading what's about to follow you call me a split person I wont blame you..but the truth is,at the moment am like going through a very confused stage of my life..Know what..its totally funny..How much I love a colour one day and despise it the other,How desperately I desire a jacket and then refuse to wear it to college a single day when I have it actually hanging in my closet,How dieting and salads seem like a brilliant idea at an hour but at the other I give in to my chocolate cravings with delight,How resolutions and decisions seem so firm and are made with such determination but are broken within hours,How easily can I spend hours talking absolute crap about nothing else but '2 min noodles' and actually enjoy that with a person I merely acknowledged a couple of months ago :P,Why in world do 'nudges' seem like the best idea to address people?,Why does it make me smile everytime someone tells me my voice ounds like a kid on the phone??(it doesnt!!),How a cousin can become a sister and not only a sister a mentor too..How can it feel right if you are breaking your own rules & crossing your own lines..and if you are indeed doing that is that wrong?? hehe some of that stuff was cheesy, but hey you'll have to deal with that here..

it begins..

hey there fellas...this blog is not inspired by the fact that the whole world is blogging 'cause if you know me then you'll know that following the crowd is just not my thing..:P But I have to mention that this is indeed inspired by a blog of someone I had acknowledged all my life but have befriended only couple of months ago...so cheerz!! to this person and to all those who visit the " ~ Mirage ~ "....